End Of A Journey

 Today is the last day of my medical school.Looking back at 6 and half years before,26th October 2013,it’s vividly embedded in my memory when we were touched down for a first time in Cairo Airport.Getting celebrated and picked up by our seniors . The feeling at that time was really mix up. 18 years old Amin will never thought that he would finish his last paper 2 hours ago. Growing up with time,learning a lot of things about life yet still a lot more to learn.This 6 years journey teaches me to be a better and tougher person in future. 

Cairo,Zalat Coffee.

Temperature 7 celcius

28/10/2019

Life Update

  Hello there kind peeps. How have you been huh ? 6 years has passed haha since the last posting . It feels like years pass in the blink of an eye, and before we know it, another moment is gone.

I hope wherever you are, life is treating you well aamin.

6 years back,I was still in Egypt . Damn,I'm old now at 31 cruising through life .I mean it feels like yesterday that I took the last  flight back home,went through the Covid -19 era .Still remember though,in the Airbus ,I was given a first class seat  numbered 21A . 13 hours journey felt like a flash .

The memories between 2013-2020 with bacthmate - ACEVI especially YIK Brothers  ,my crazy but kind housemate-Beit Avengers, my difficult-to-work Egyptian related partners at Sarag Mall for Apple Mesir , a friends at Perubatan Cawangan Al Azhar (PCA)  will I cherish forever .

The period that moulds me into who I am today.

This past 6 years,a lot of things surely happened to me . The most significants were in

May - October 2020 ,with TRAVELGO
We managed to bring home almost 1300 students from Egypt,Turkey,Russia and a few from India and UK as international border closure due to widespread of Covid-19 .Regained a few thousands ringgit from this project ,truly a blessing in disguise after the devastating loss of RM 252 000 being scammed by Amirah Durjana .

Jun 2021 to December 2023,Housemanship and Floating MO
First time in Sabah ,Entered the hardest period of my life so far. Housemanship !!
Losing almost 10kgs on the first few months posting at Medical as a first poster .To some extent, our beloved Dr Tang Chai Yih asked me  to to do some work up to rule out TB due to my weight loss which of course turned out negative .Indeed the weigh loss happened to almost every Houseman . 
Rotated between HQE 1,HQE 2 and HWKKS (Likas) ,met a lot of people from different background.

Some I would want to be like them and with some I pray hard I will not turn into "them" . 
Really need to thank Azwan,Faris,Dzikrul ,Haziq,Khairina,Anna Carina,Dayang ,Faris Kemamang,Dalila,Ameera ,Zana,Syafiqah,Farahin,Avy, and few others .Those periods were bearable because of them.

December 2023-until now
-Eventually get to return to Kelantan,was initially being offered a place at ED Hogum as a junior medical officer,but then  diverted to O&G HSIP following my sister advice as I really did not plan to stay this long in KKM hence I want to take the chance  to learn O&G in thinking perhaps I can use it in GP setting . Somehow at this moment ,I feel very happy and comfortable in this department despite of my bosses started asking "bila nak sambung master" .

Then I met a woman named Nabihah ,a medical officer in Hogum,the main reason of me returning to this blog today .Met her through Faiz,a fellow colleague at O&G Hogum while I was doing an exchange called Program Hospital Kluster Selatan.Basically this program requires a medical officer from Hospital Sultan Ismail Petra to go to HOGUM for about 5-7 days to cover and help them whenever they are for any reason  experiencing a shortage of medical officer specifically in O&G

  Our first plan meeting was in April at Big Ball ,Jalan Sri Cemerlang ,her place of choice.It's also my first time seeing her in person.She ordered a korean food and some kind of Shaved ice or grass jelly with taro balls . I only ordered a Latte .Took the chance to observe the she way she talks,her giggles and able to sneak peaked  her  beautiful eyes   .I think I did fall in love at the first sight . 
Crazy or not,I met her parents after the first meeting to get the early blessing.At that time I did not even know what she feels about me .

After a few meeting and a few istikharah ,I get to know her closer and subsequently confessed my feeling to her on Arafah's Night . Lucky me ,she also shares the same feeling towards me . Long story short,we plan to  "bertunang" on this 31st August .Wish us the best ya.

If you were to ask me "why do I choose to make her as my life partner?"
Then I would honestly reply " I don't know,but I love her and I want to take care of her ."

I'm still not sure what the future holds for us,but I hope it always the best for both of us

May Allah ease our way to Jinjang Pelamin .

I don’t know her real name yet.

I drew it because I felt so uneasy towards this young lady,I’ve gotten myself into argument with her,but that’s not my real intention,I just wanted to  approach but I stepped wrongly on opposite topics,we had debated and now she’s already blocked me on social media twice,I want to apologize,what should I do?

Updates

  Hi guys.it's me again .Haven't been here for a such long time. Nothing much to share actually,been busy throughout the year as a Senpai .HAHA

  Just done with my convocation last two weeks.The event not really went as we have had planned due to Corona Virus.Inevitably ,the convocation event has turned into photography session instead . For me it's more than enough,every parents seem to be very proud and grateful for their children.
 
  Alhamdulillah,I've offcially finished my medical journey as a undergraduate student in Al Azhar University. Never thought I will make it until here at the first place. It's all thanks to my parents,family,and friends.without them supporting me since the day one,I wouldn't be here right now.
 
  Now,as I'm writing on this blog,the whole world is facing Covid19,it becomes worse by day. My country have done so well managing the infected patients,but here in Egypt ,I don't think they can do better with their poor health system . With the fatality rate spikes up,Egyptian seems don't budge at all,living their life still to the fullest. Observing the Movement Restriction Order (MCO) whose government does not strictly implemented ,I don't think Egypt will become better in anytime sooner .

Then it's me again stranded here ,boringly doing nothing.

Let's see in another 2 weeks,If things get better,Cairo Airport will be opened then I will have a chance to go back to Malaysia.

PRAY FOR US AND PLEASE STAY AT HOME......

9th April 2020
CAIRO
AMINZAHARIE

Second Tears

  Frankly,I can be a very hardworking guy when it comes to business and doing job,I would put my commitment over 100%,I don’t care about sleepless night ,limited times with friend,as long as I executed my job perfectly and inshaAllah good payment will be well deserved.Why I can be that such guy?

Because I have a dreams . A dreams to make my family happy and proud. The pressure to be a good example as a big brother to my siblings beholds inside me.To pay for anything as they wish. I strive and waiting for that moment to come.It always embedded in my mind ,that time will surely come one day. I put a very high hope,with that money ,at least I could bring my siblings to Japan,my parent to Turkey and send Che Yoh to perform Umrah.

 When that time seems to come,it’s gone into ashes in a blink. All that money that I’ve been saving since 3 years ago gone nowhere undetected. Inevitably, I saw faces of my family right on the wall of my rooms,Mak,Ayah,Adik adik,Che Yoh . 

 I’m hard to cry person,honestly. Today,is the second time I shed tears in 6 years ,since I came to Egypt. I realized,I haven’t cried for so long.I’ve been cheated twice in business.The first one was during my Second Year in Egypt,costs me around RM 15K ,all my saving included 15 years of  duit raya.My 20 years old self can still hold that.I didn’t shed even a drop of tears. 

 And today,someone just scammed me,I lost a bigger amount ,RM 220 000,I am the one who asked them for an investment.It actually given me a good return for the first few months.Its too good to be true ,and it already happened. When it confirmed to be a scam,I  called my parent and tell them every details of the story.

    When talking to them,I don’t know ,I just cannot comprehend it,I was just doing fine talking and explaining on what has happened,I felt so sad not because I lose all the money ,it’s because I felt that I failed to become a good son and make them sad and still at this point no tears touching my cheek.

  I expected them to scold me or at least reprimanded me.Instead of it,my mom said,

    

   “Takpe la min,mungkin Allah nak uji,nak suruh kita jadi orang yang bersabar,tak sombong.Mungkin ini ada salah dari Mak sendiri,Allah nak tegur,duit boleh dicari,pergila makan,lepastu tidur,mak dan ayah tak marah pun,biasala tu bisnes dan pelaburan,tak boleh lari dari untung rugi.”

A tears were flooding around my eyes and slowly showered my cheeks. I tried to keep my heart together not to make them notice . 

Then Ayah added,

“Ayah pun selalu kena tipu masa zaman muda muda dulu,lepas ni kena hati hati la,jangan mudah percayakan orang.”

Once Ayah finishes his word,my heart cannot hold it anymore,I never cried in front of my parent,I always showed my stronger side when they’re around,but today,I cried like a baby . I cried because of their abundant love and endless support to me even at my weakest point.I promise to myself,in 10 years,this tears are going to be worthy.

Cairo,
28/1/2020
AMINZAHARIE.

Semusim Ibadah

Aku perasan  housemate aku,Ammar Taha  banyak berubah  sejak 2-3 minggu lepas.Solat selalu di masjid. Baca Quran tak pernah tinggal sehari pun.Tahajud semakin kerap.Kali ni ,sujudnya lebih lama daripada kebiasaan.‬

‪Usai beliau solat tahajud,aku bertanya;

‪“Akhi Ammar ana tengok anta banyak berubah 2-3 minggu ni,kenapa ea?”‬

‪Dengan tenang dia menjawab,‬

‪“Jadual final exam dah keluar min.”‬

#ibadahsemusim
#5thyearmedicalstudent
#Poncattt
#Doakansaya

P/S : Sepanjang tempoh study week dan exam yang mungkin mengambil masa 2 bulan,emosi pelajar medik di Universiti Al-Azhar ,Ain Shams atau uni lain yang menggunakan sistem konvensional akan jadi fragile gila.So janganlah bergurau dengan mereka waktu waktu macamtu.

Salam Perantauan 2018

Tak sangka pula rezeki tahun ni masuk ruangan Salam Perantauan,Aku saja saja je hantar.Ingat ke tak masuk dah,mujur ada member di Malaysia yang perasan.Hehehe.Habis kecoh satu group whatsapp keturunan Pok Mat Nibong haha.TQ che-che dan pak-pak sedara semua yang wish kat kita.